end

It would be sad
if I cared anymore
will time fade my vision
my vision faded to black
never to return

should I say
you did this to me?
should I say
your words pushed me away?

I can say it but you never
believe me

I'm but a shadow of my former self
never the person you wanted me to be
your vision was always blurred
you always wanted it that way
you can go to your safe place
where the world revolves in
your head

the cries in the night
such time wasted
for what
to get carried away down the wrong
path
again

And now I am a shadow of my former self. I am different. I am myself again.